He didn’t want to die. Wasn’t ready for the mess he left. The basement shakes with my Jane’s sobs. What are we gonna do now? Funerals, eulogies, to honor a memory. Someone loved. Someone despised. Doesn’t matter now. We just honor. A year later and all the money is gone. Not a penny left. Another failed investment. Spent every last penny of the IRA, throwing it at a chicken wing joint. Maybe the building was cursed, or maybe the slumlord was a 75 year-old lady, who refused to fix the broken sewer line. Now they have a beautifully remodeled building they didn’t own, and a backed up grease trap. Raw sewage left to rot pipes. He had left Renee a mess.